Nineteen years ago you gave me a reason to move forward. Your birth inspired me to be a better person. Even as a little baby your energy inspired love. You came into this world and it seemed the future was bright, that it was unstoppable and that anything could happen. I remember the nurses words before I strapped you to your seat. Words I can never forget. You came home, I held you in my arms and saw my forever love. I cried tears of joy. I could imagine giving you direction in life. Teaching you right from wrong and being the best father I could be. Giving you unconditional love. Being your number one. 

Nine years ago my life stood still when you left. I stood there motionless and confused. I couldn’t believe that this was happening to you. I saw you leave which is a memory I could never forget. A love once full of life and a future was stolen from us. Today I live life trying to move forward. Trying to pick up broken pieces that can never be mended. I miss you my Superman my man of steel. Words simply cannot describe this hole inside me.

Someday I hope to see you again. Hopefully.